Take me as~

 I not a doll

Not a cheap girl

Not a chick!

When need me than only find me~

I not a doll for you all~

So please respect to me~

And i will respect to you too~

You be nice to me 

I will oni be nice to you too..

Dont hurt my heart

Couse i don wan to get any hurt agian~

It was so exhausting ~

I aready nid to say : ''Please Stop It!''

I hope all it will be the true~

I already tired in this kind of hurt in the relationship....

Please Take Me As A Good Person~

---Next---

I want to learn a musiz

Thn if when i wan boring

I still gt a musiz accompany me~

I wan to learn piano~

I LOVE PIANO!!　<3

My dream is coming soon~ xDD 

问题︶︿︶

Did i do wrong anything？
Did i make something u all most hate me？
Why everyone just buli on me？
Keep scold me？
wat did i do wrong？
Anyone can talk to me？Tell me？
TT
为什么家人，朋友，连我最信任的任人都要对我冷漠，骂我？
我真的做错什么了吗？我不敢去想但真的要我带着发脑过日子？将的走下去？

Sorry all about me~ ︶︿︶

Did i give ur bottle?

Did i make u hard choose?

Did i make u sad?

Did i make u unhappy?

Sorry for all about that...

T_T</3

I just wan u oni have me inside ur heart..

I just wan you to accompany me more...

But sorry to make you bottle all about me..

I oni cn just waiting you back or go away from me...

That all i cant do anything for you sorry..

Sorry i cant be almost perfect , pretty , happiness..

Sorry to make it us two also be sadniess

I just can be the almost bad...But i will try my best to done it!♥

.....

I truth u but u hurt me...

I get hurt from u...

I cry cux u..but u wont know it...

But nevermind...

I wont be hate eu...

I will thank cux u give me stronger , 勇气的再站起来...

I will love u forever...

I will wish you get the better one...:D♥

谢谢你成今给过我多美好的回忆...♥

連詩雅 Shiga - 好好過 (Official Music Video)

如果我们是真的已近结束了~
我还会过得好好的...
但我会面对痛苦~ </3

連詩雅 Shiga - 到此為止 (Official Lyric Video)

难道你就要我想这个一样吗?
</3

事情没我想象中将简单

我爱错了..

爱到一个不爱我的人...

一开始这就是一个错的开始..但就一直不肯的放手~

我真的没有勇气要和你说分手~

我真的不想要知道这一此所发生的事~

每次都问我自己..

我快乐吗？

我在烦什么?

我在哭什么?

我的生活就将要我每次都在一直重复问我自己这问题吗?

我真的不想再去想了~

我自己也累了..

但怎么自己还是不能放下一此...

我真的不想再去为那么多的问题而烦!!

有谁能来了解我??

我希望那人是你~

但这是不可能了..

没了就是没了..

做错了就做错了..

不能再往回了...
这也是你告诉我的~

</3

I nid freedom life!!!

Did i live in a happiness house??
Did i get a peace house??
Did i get a happiness family??
I don wan live in a fighting house..
I wan be like other people..
And my future pls!
Let me choose for myself..
Tis all are my future road..
I wan walk die road or however
Pls..
Let me choose for myself..
Give me a freedom choose and life..
This are my life..
This are my future life..
I wan to be in myself life
I don wan anyone to help me..
I hate my life now!!
I hate this future life now...
 I wan to get out of this life now!!!
I don wan to be in the fight and make me scare life...

Long time did write blog aready..=)
Hmm..
All things are over..
And us two relationship is end...
Maybe this love in the 1st are aready wrong..
However also..
We got to make a chooose..
And now i got it..
You choose to break up and end of this relationship..
How i can do..
However i ask you to dont break
You dont to listen ..
How i got to do..
I jux can let you go..
I ask you to dont break you dont listen
Thn..
However i say what i know the answer is Break Up..
I just can let you go.
However i sad , heart was hurt..
You wont know how i was feel...
You just know to break up and end of this relationship...
     

                  iI LOVE YOU...HOWEVER HOW IT WAS HAPPEN..  <3

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Pls dont say again~
I don wan think the pass~
I noe u wan take me from him~
I noe u wan to get me~
But pls i dont say again~
I very confuse aready
I aready scare~
I noe ''你为了我好''
But pls stop it~
I jux wan to be with he forever...
I don wan to lose he in my life...
He hapi aready ok~
You say tat he no care me
By  the way
He care me that time is you dono~
I hope u will noe..
How much that i love him ~
So pls stop it at all..=]
By the way
We can be frenz de..=]

♥

Long time no write blog aready   =P
Hmmm.....At this few day was happen unhapi and hapi days...
Unhapi----
[14.1.12]
 He sudenly say break to me =(
After that he frenz say wif me that now he ''mabuk aready''
Than he frenz ask me wan cum see he anot
''I reply say ok! cum fetch me'' Thn i ask my sister go with me..
I was very thank and hapi that she accomapany me...Thx sister!
Than at the place jor...
He ask me go back home....
But i don wan...thn he frenz all say wan back le...
Than in the car..
I watch he like this my heart was broke again..
Was wan to cry but i told myself dont cry..
After that i talk to he...He reply me...
Than i hold he hand talk to him..
He no angry me at all...I jux tell the true to he..that me today out with shu ern not wat ''lai lai zaii''
[15.1.12]
Face on he but sudenly say he wan out le..
go sungai wang -,-
''Bo bian '' i find ppl to out yamcha..
Was going 21centry cafe...
I say with my frenz
If he* bring me go 21centry cafe and have a sweet memories
Than i aready hapi to get in this relationship..
Hmm..
But i believe 1day he will bring me de...>.<
I out with wan frenz ( he also wan pikat me de -.-)
He ask me to break with he..But i say i don wan...I jux wan be with him..
I don wan to lose he on my life..
----------------------------------------
Hapi---
jux now cal he was in work..
He sudenly say wait my present >.<...
than i say ''where my present? you not yet give me o''
He laugh at there... Hahas... =P
But i hapi all things aready be ok le..
BUt i hope from now start wont happen wt unhapi thing jux gt hapi memories..^.^
Aiyo..
Today wan work dao 10 or 11pm... @.@''
So pita!!
Sure tired de me...@.@''
Will ''guo le '' this week than chinese new year le
Get many ang ang hong hong de angpau o..>.<
Planing wan to go mana 1st...=P
Thn no nid to work le.
Feb"" berlaja baik-baik cn le..
Kambater!!!!...
------END--------

='(

Today went to you house
Take off day with boss but wat you did to me??
I no say you all the wrong~
But can you told me that you oni can accopany me forward oni??
You did say to me also~
Go your house wait u wake up thn Paul call out eat thn wat you say to me~
''After eat i bring you back home''
I cnt back~ and it dangers too~
Me alonely at house it was too dangers and i also cnt back too..
If i in house..
I will get scold from family~
And not me bother is i care on you...
I hope you know~
You say with me that your frenz all also say me bother on you
Make you bother of me~
But i not...I just wan care on you...Care on you that also wrong??
Wat i did wrong agian?? T__T
You this time very break my heart too in~
But you cum back also no angry me...It ok~
I dont care on this all aready...
Wat i need just a care from you~ Just a hug care + love from you~
='(...Ppl can get it from they boyfrenz y i need so hard to get it that all...
Haiz~
Just now i ask you the question i hope you will 想好好来~
我不希望会在有第二次~  =)
我不会将容易放弃的我希望你也是~....  =)
♥   大傻瓜爱你哦.... ♥

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Haiz~ sien
Tmr nid work agn~
wendesday nid work + study..
Haiz....sure tired!!!
OMG!!..She no work wif me le...Tmr go shop sure paiseh le...>.<
Alonely work...@.@
Sure sienz!!
Haiz...Bo bian ''为了要有钱过新年就要将做了''
加油吧~
Hiaz...
----Next
Ur frenz birthday u help he celebration..But my birthday u go out wif frenz...
I ask you
Y you can celebration ur  frenz birthday but me no~
Jux oni sing a birthday on the phone thn ok le...~
That not i wan~
I noe that frenz wif you frenz le aready gt 7year le...
But he more improtant thn me??
You say my bithday no nid to celebation wan~
You noe u reali hurt my heart~
You say ur present is Rm100 to me but i dont nid that wan..
I jux wan a simple birthday memories with you~
I jux nid you celebration with me not give a cash than that all!!!
I dont nid ur money~
I nid ur true heart~
I hope you know wat i wan it~
I reali nid it ur true heart with me
Not the money to do this at all!!
Pls~
---end---

♥ Count down day ♥

Wow!!! yesterday go count down~
With Bii , Vincent , Paul , Zhen Hua , Xiao K Zaii , Ah Mok , Ah Long and Xiaoo En~
Have fun and have a nice and sweet new memories on 2012...
Hehe~ after count down went to yamcha ... Then at yamcha there saw ah ling and many i know wan ppl...>.<
Back dao house also 4-5 o'clock jor...
Tired...
OMG!!! That day make me no shape to be seen...T_T
Amost a malay boy spray me 99 no ppl help me..T_T
Spray my eyes too..Pain dao me... T__T
He le no help me spray that malay boy back too go and spray ppl with he frenz..-.-
Ke lian lo me...
But hapi that he celebration with me...^.^
Amost Paul go whr also get so high...>.<
Went to Bandar 1 Utama ( The cavre) celebration..>.<
Anyway went back that time...Gt block..2 time block
1 time Zhen Hua and Paul they car kenal block...many cars also give blocking
All the police so stupia no ppl take care on the road...
All go away..
So we car lucky no block cux all the police go away le...no police cek..
Second time Paul they kenal block lagi...-.-
They went to saujana impian there back...There also got block... they kenal lagi...-.-
We from Sg..chua back kajang...>.<
NO block ... ahahaha!!
Lucky!!
And to all
Happy new year!!
New life
New faith
New memories
New work ( mean get more money in this year @.@ )
New look
New stlye
New month!!!!!!!!!!
>.<


Happy New Year!!